{"id":1633,"date":"2013-11-18T02:25:17","date_gmt":"2013-11-18T00:25:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/?p=1633"},"modified":"2013-11-18T02:39:34","modified_gmt":"2013-11-18T00:39:34","slug":"vom-fehlen-einer-ganseblume","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/?p=1633","title":{"rendered":"Vom Fehlen einer G\u00e4nseblume"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Vom<\/p>\n

Tu\u2019 eine Sache am Tag, die dir Angst macht, hei\u00dft es. Ich bin heute fr\u00fch aufgestanden. <\/p>\n

Und damit nicht genug. Ich bin auch vor die T\u00fcr gegangen. Es ist kalt geworden. Endlich. Die Bl\u00e4tter sind gefallen. Nasskaltes Laub umschmeichelt meine geschundenen H\u00e4nde. Leuchtend rote Kondensstreifen zeichnen blutige, wundersam schnell heilende Narben am Himmelsk\u00f6rper. Das Atmen wird wieder sicht- und sp\u00fcrbar.<\/p>\n

Im vielleicht gleichg\u00fcltigsten aller Monate, im November, siegt die Antriebslosigkeit \u00fcber die Vernunft. Nach einem Jahr im asiatischen Dauersommer, jedoch, sehne ich mich zumindest wieder nach dem Winter. Wenn alles um mich herum einfriert, kann ich auftauen. <\/p>\n

Ich habe meine K\u00e4lte wieder
\nSie f\u00e4hrt mir wohlig in alle Glieder
\n\u201eIch will so kalt sein, dass alle erfrieren.\u201c (aus \u201eNichts in der Welt“ von die \u00c4rzte)<\/p>\n

\n

Do one thing that scares you every day, they say. I got up early today.<\/p>\n

And that isn\u2019t everything. I also went outdoors. It got cold. Finally. The leaves have fallen down. Damp foliage caresses my oppressed hands. Shiny red contrails draw bloody, miraculously fast healing scars at the heavenly body. Breathing becomes visible and tangible again.<\/p>\n

Probably in the most indifferent of all months, in November, listlessness prevails over reason. After one year of continuous Asian summer, however, I\u2019m at least longing for the winter again. When everything around me is freezing, I can thaw.<\/p>\n

I have my cold back
\nIt creeps comfortingly into all my limbs
\n\u201cI want to be so cold that everybody freezes to death.\u201d (from „Nichts in der Welt“ by die \u00c4rzte)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tu\u2019 eine Sache am Tag, die dir Angst macht, hei\u00dft es. Ich bin heute fr\u00fch aufgestanden.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1635,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1633"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1633"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1633\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1637,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1633\/revisions\/1637"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1635"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1633"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1633"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/supersushiwarriors.visitors-j.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1633"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}